New Game

As I was slipping on my boots, and lacing my garter I felt suddenly old. It had been nearly three weeks, yet I was still at this take-it-or-leave-it stage.  He was too.  We were going through the motions.  The striking absence of static in the room made my heart heavy.  Sad. Was he feeling the [...]

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Bruise

This suddenly appeared last Monday morning. I took one look at it after my night in Pink, and knew it would be a sweet reminder for the rest of the week.

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Oh Yeah! Sex!

As you have noticed my lovely, loyal readers who check in on a regular basis…I just have not felt like writing. The trip to Seattle was great, and being with Jake for 5 wonderful gray days, and nights was just what I needed. I guess I just wanted to keep the small intimacies, and details [...]

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4 days

4 more days…. on a plane jetting towards the Cascades, and Jake. I was advised not to pack much in the way of gear, as the scans would detect the metal O rings.  That would of course lead the uniforms to investigate, which would in turn prompt the uniforms to pull said gear from my [...]

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Songs to Snow By

Once again the snow is falling. It mainly makes me lusty…longing for all those stolen afternoons we spent in secret. The snow was the perfect backdrop, and there was so much of it that year. The snowy days also have a special soundtrack. Sigur Ros, Cocteau Twins, Galaxy 500, Red House Painters, Boards of Canada, [...]

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Fresh Starts

The dynamics of our little apartment have shifted yet once more. My younger sister moved in nearly a week ago, as the result of the third, and final break from her beau.  Obviously they lived together in his apartment.  This break certainly was not unforeseen, and we had discussed her taking over our highly coveted [...]

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other worldly

It had been close to 6 months since I had worn my prized rubber catsuit. I had been thinking about it, and it’s black polished beauty with growing frequency these last few weeks. She has been calling to me from the depths of my closet, begging me to rub her down with silicone lube, begging [...]

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A New Chapter

Monday was quiet lazy day. The afternoon was deliciously spent in bed (the kids were at school). And the evening passed much too quickly talking about the move this summer. “Pen, you really must think this through. I think you are going to have a very hard time leaving your friends, not too mention your [...]

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Home

“Is that him?” I whispered to myself. His hair looked darker, and he was wearing big black aviator sunglasses. Of course it was him, no one else I know would wear shades like that in an airport. He knew I would think it was funny. “Hey baby.” He kinda lowly growled as he scooped me [...]

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Deflated

Jake missed his freaking flight this evening. Arrggg!! That man can’t ever seem to be on time for ANYTHING! It’s really not that big if a deal…we just lose a night of sleeping next to each other. The children and I will pick him up from the airport at 2:30pm tomorrow, then head straight to [...]

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